It just feels like maybe it’ll be easier to come out of me this afternoon. I’m definitely in the right space. I’m going to sit here and sip my drink and when the cute little girl who’s sitting across the table from me leaves, I will hit my pen. Oh shit, here’s a kid Right in…
Category: Journey
Third Places
I got the sign! I walked in and immediately felt comfortable. I found THE perfect nook tucked away in a corner. I ordered a hot buttered rum and the cute barista/server brought it to me. I can’t stop grinning. I mentioned that I was a first timer and only moved recently. He thought to tell…
Day 1 – Part Deux
I’m not sure how long ago that previous post was, but it’s taken me this long and I’ve been really struggling to write. I know I need to do it. for all of the reasons. I need to tell my story, I need to use it to figure out who I am and what I’ve…
Just Make It Exist
I’ve struggled with this internally for what feels like forever. I want so many things to come from this site that I’m too scared to start it. I think I’m scared because I know it’ll work. Is it that I don’t feel ready yet–emotionally, physically? Oh well, here we go… “Bottom line is, even if…
Transition
I’ve always needed more time to transition from thing to thing. It’s a pattern we finally noticed in 2020, and it’s been helpful to be able to name these cluster of reactions when they start popping up and focus on giving myself more time to get used to the new situation. Obviously this website has…
Pouring it all out
It’s really hard for me to admit that this trip isn’t what I wanted it to be. I felt like this was supposed to be a soul searching journey, and it’s become a series of stops and worrying about if I’m going to get to my next stop safely, and how much I feel restricted…
Resetting Expectations
I’ve had a frustrating couple of days. It is not at all coincidental that it lines up with my shot day. I’ve learned that I can adjust my expectations and things will be fine. I’m not at all worried about the fact that the trip hasn’t gone at all like I’d planned so far. I…
Heading to Iowa
Camped for the first night with the new tent. Awesome. Will update with pics later. I’m trying to set up an instagram account so I can put stuff up there easier to follow, but right now I can’t seem to get an account. Right now it’s too damn cold, and I need to pack up….
Posting is hard!
I’m not doing numbered days, that’s too much pressure for me. I’m finding it hard to update from the road right now. I’m not sure if that’s cause I haven’t found my travel groove yet, or because I haven’t actually camped. Let’s do a quick recap Saturday I was shooting to leave by 9am, so…
Day 1
The start did not go as I was hoping, but in the end, I’ll have started in the right place. Re-learned a few things on the way. Do not schedule multiple stops that are time dependent on each other “Eating nuts in the car” does not stave off the emotional dysregulation that floods my body…